t.u.m.b.l.r. actually stands for the types of posts you can use!(:
About silly things, the future, the past, the present. I worry that I’ll do everything wrong so I have to play it out in my head a million times before I do it. Yet I never follow my plans, it’s a waste of stress. Then I have to repeat everything over in my head, and I always come up with a million ways I could have done better.
And I worry that I’ll lose everyone. Cause that’s possible. And that’s something I have a lot less control over. Then I worry more about giving people up, because I can control that. And that’s the conclusion I come to mostly, because it’d be easier. But it wouldn’t. I lose way too much sleep over things I can’t control. And even more over things I can.
I feel powerless.
I’m turning into that old guy with the quivering fist shouting “darn kids and their devil music!” I’m very upset with how lazy music has become, and even more upset with how everyone seems to be ok with it. Shouldn’t the most popular music in a culture be the best there is? Popular music is terrible. I would rather drive in silence than leave the radio on. Can we go back to good music? Written and performed by talented people?